The day started as usual.
I woke up at around past 7 am and went to work at past 8.. ate at CUB with Jermaine and te ba and went directly to the lab.
Work has been so stressful for me, not because i don't love what im doing but i do things im not supposed to do. I studied chemistry to be a scientist and not as a secretary or a clerk working for office paper and processing it with people who doesn't bother to do their own work.
I'm not complaining about doing these things because in the first place, its partly part of my job and im not into the right place to complain. What makes me burst is having to deal with the people i mentioned who instead of helping you relieve with your pressures and stress are the ones who adds it.
anyway, ive tried to focus on what i should do and lessen my time with them. Im too busy for them.
The day ended up well and I went to the town proper to buy stuffs before going to the dorm.
When I arrived here, i immediately checked my laptop and check my FB for notifications or so..
damn!!! the internet is so freakingly slow.. i hate them (DISP)
When you could do nothing and wait for the internet pages to load, all things are coming to my thoughts..
on how lonely i am.. on how i think im so alone.. where there's an emptiness around with my friends...
I tried to love but i guess this feeling isn't enough to be given back.
I am lonely. I am.
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